Its' not my fault

It's not my fault. a 1000 dollars suddenly disappeared from my account, i took 40 dollars out of the ATM, plus the rent check bounced... all today. fuck. no, the rent check sdidnt actually bounce. ok here:

i took out cash and the slip said i was negative 146.00. my first thought was "that's funny. oh, the rent check must have cleared and i must have put money into my savings. (yes i do have a savings account- i really try to keep money in there but it always turns into my safety stash when rent comes around.) wow I should be more careful and keep the money in my account when i know that checks are being cashed."
this was my thought and i went on my way running errands.

i remembered to check my account online jsut before i was going to defrag my computer and go to bed.

that's went i saw today’s date: $1005.51 returned deposited item. what?? what?? what is this deposited item that was returned? i only took out 40 dollars. i thought someone stole my numbers. i went looking for the card to make sure i didn’t leave it in the atm. i had the card.

that was a very specific amount. i remember depositing a sum that size. the check bounced? no. no my paycheck didn't bounce. right?

i called wamu to see what was going on . they didn't know. "but i deposited the check two weeks ago. it was in my bank and now its gone and i have a $10 fee for it missing"

oh, on top of that, my 40 dollars now has a fee of $30 and the rent check magically cleared so there is a $30 fee for Wamu covering my ass on rent. thats $70 plus my rent amount ($605.) plus the 40 i took out, plus the difference that what was left after my pay check bounce/held or whatever- bringing me to -769.43 in dept. this was not my fault. "you are charging me $70. dollars in fees when none of this was my fault??"

they had no answers for me seeing that is was 5:30 am. they said the answer will come at 10 am whent he bank opens. i must call them then. it's now almost 7. im going set my alarm and take a nap.

before all this i was going to talk about how i think i really do have diabetes. i guess that will wait. grrr