Today, I went for a very long run with my roommate. I think running makes me feel better. I feel sick today. First jogged to Columbia, then down to the CP reservoir and back. When I took off my shoes I realized I had on one of my Two Sock socks. For fun I drew faces on two socks. That was a long time ago and I forgot I did.

I sometimes wonder if I will ever finish the sock film. what's the point? Am i really a filmmaker? Sometimes I think I'm just a dreamer. I feel like doubting myself and I'm not looking for a pep talk. I just thought I would say it to anyone reading. I took a picture of it anyway. I even posed like in my storyboard frame.

This has nothing to do with anything but I want it to be Autumn. I want the brisk air on my face. I have the strange desire to sit in my dad's old Z28 with the cold leather seats and the windows rolled down. The doors were heavy and long. The colors were yellow orange and black and that reminded me of Fall. He sold the car years ago.

need more sleep

I was talking to Jose about my follies receiving animation work from other animators this weekend. This is really always a problem when working freelance. I don't know how the mafia does it. They must be really on the ball, but artists are different.

Actually, there is an anime called Animation Runner about a messenger girl who has to pick up and deliver animation work. Her job is hard because she's pretty much a producer with a bicycle.

Anyway, Jose explained it to me as I have these princesses spread throughout the land and I have to go around conquering worlds just to find that well...my animation maybe in another castle. so yeah. i tried to draw it.

me working